Okay, so I was actually going to try to become active again online. I will, too... but not now... Sorry guys. I really love you all. But my boyfriend of nine...? months just left me, and I'm really not feeling so good right now. I mean... I can't even read or watch any kind of romance, because I'm just so... bitter on the inside. Sorry -- that's kind of pathetic, now that I think about it... Just... What happened to the "I love you more everyday"? And the "I'll always love you/be there for you/care about you"? Because he's avoiding me now. He won't even talk to me. He didn't even give me our prom pictures in person. He handed them off to a friend and had his friend give them to me. He was the one who kept saying he wanted to be friends even if our relationship ended. But he doesn't want to be my friend now that it actually is a reality. He doesn't even want to see my face. But... I still love him. And because I can' t hate him, it hurts all the more when he... shoves me away like this.

So, to sum it all up, I'm pretty heart-broken right now. And... I'm sorry guys. I really wanted to catch up and all. I just... I can't bring myself to be active in much of anything anymore. Hopefully I'll be back soon.

*hugs all* I really hope I can talk to you all again soon.